It's been a while, both since I posted and since I've had a chance to be Megan for a while. Between work pressures and family pressures, there just hasn't been enough private time. Tonight, after dinner, I told my lovely wife that I needed some alone time. Well, honestly, I sort of hemmed and hawed as she said goodnight that she finally figured out what I wanted. I still hesitate to tell her, not because she'll disapprove, but because it would make her a little uncomfortable.
Well the lovely, perceptive woman she is, she figured it out and immediately put me at ease. She went off to bed smiling and I went off to my office smiling.
Today's been a day and frankly, I could use some pretty time. Normally, I'll just slip on a skirt and blouse and maybe my flats and just relax in my office. Tonight, though, I went a bit more elegant. Stockings and my heels, and my pretty black skirt and purple blouse (I really need some more tops!)
I feel wonderful.
I've been thinking again that maybe it was time to let it go. I hadn't realized until I got dressed up tonight how silly an idea that is. There are days when I need this feeling; when I need to feel pretty and feminine (looks to the contrary). Especially after a day like today. Not going to go into a lot of details, but suffice to say it was a very long day at work and I left a lot undone when I left that will just have to wait till tomorrow. Twelve hours is quite enough, says I.
So here I am, feeling pretty and feminine and kind of sexy! (It's the stockings and heels... must be!) I love how the skirt feels as it brushes against the stockings, and I love just feeling pretty.
So no, I don't think this is something I can (or want to) quit. It's too much me to do that. Now, I'm off be a geeky little girl and play some video games!